I always get a mini knot in my stomach when we're deploying something big at work for which I have been entirely responsible.
Partly this is due to the fact that we have to almost manually keep track of everything we change. I had to keep a spreadsheet because our stupid source control doesn't allow us to branch out the code, make edits and then merge back in. How stupid is that?

I am really starting to wonder what it's like to work for a proper software company where I don't have to keep making administrative level mistakes because I'm a software engineer and not a stupid source control app. I swear. Once I'm married I want to go back to school and then find a good job at a good company where the work makes sense.

😐